Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Pretty Protter Potter eh right..

This is a meme i got from my babe

> your name................................Pjotr
> 4 letter word............................Poet
> vehicle.......................................Pacing
> city.............................................Paris (*i'll see you soon!*)
> boy's name................................Paul *Sir!
> girl's name................................Paulette
> alcoholic drink..........................Pernod 68%
> occupation................................peace of mind
> something you wear...............Pants
> celebrity...................................Prince Philip*
> food...........................................Pizza With ansjovis
> something found in a bathroom...pubic hair haha
> reason for being late......................pooping (..no rush..)
> cartoon character...........................Pink Panther
> something you shout......................piemel
> animal..............................................Parrot hmm and look titel
> body part........................................PENIS! eh look above
> word to describe you.....................Personal


Prince Philip by Stuart Pearson

*a quote from Prince Philip which could be mine: “"I'm one of those stupid bums who didn't go to university and a fat lot of harm it did me."

Friday, February 29, 2008

Google Books Library Project

This is what internet was invented for! (Except to see if there was still coffee). Access to all the information you want and of course need!
We can enter a worldwide library in books.google There you can find many titles you searched for so long and find the ones you never heared of before. Well it is still a beta version and there are problems with copyrights.

One big objection for me personally is that i don't like to read online. Luckily there is a invention who can make that a lot easier *electronic paper* developed by Phillips.



when you click on the pick you see a article.

Of course i will always prefer the real book. The book who smells (i have the weird habit of smelling a book when opening it). The aging of the book when it accompanies you in your life where the edges are folded at favourite passages the dirty cover because of the readings outside in the garden. Or the books who are, after so many years, clean and neat like they where bought the day before; being so attached to them you wish you had white gloves when opening them which you now so rarely do! In the cupboard they are waiting as guards in case you need them. There present being makes it saver.

[btw how i hate it when people make notes with a pen in them.. Thats blaspheme!. When you own a painting you don't put your name on it too don't you?].

In wikipedia i read this:
**May 2007—The Boekentoren Library of Ghent University will participate with Google in digitizing and making digitized versions of 19th century books in the French and Dutch languages available online.

I keep an eye on it. If i have time i will post the books which look interesting to me. For instance this one

Text not available
Twenty Years in the Philippines [1819-1839] By Paul P. de La Gironière

Do crocodiles look like that there?

"Wars of Islam"

Going through my pile of cds i found this cd *SPK Leichenschrei* again. Personally im not very fond of the whole cd but the song "Wars of Islam" number 13 is absolute briljant. Yes the sound may be a bit outdated (its recorded in 1982) but its impact still actual. For me it comes most close to absolute madness (In eitherway you "look" on it!). Its disturbing frightning & overwelming sound blasts away my mind and i can only grind my teeth when listening.


Sunday, February 17, 2008

"Sunday Noise"

I nearly had a peaceful sleep. I was only woken by a couple screaming under my window trowing curses to each other about their happy gathering that night. Previous Saturday i heard them too. She crying loudly echoing in the street and he shouting at her.. walking away then running back probably lifting her up from the ground and shouting "Ooh i love you so fucking much! So fucking much". She kept on crying loudly. I could imagine he pulled her body on his back so they could stumble drunk home towards Hangover Sunday.

Luckily i had a quiet Sunday rise. Except for the dream i had where a small dog dove in my rain boots where he started to scratch and bite me. When the memory of the dream faded i put on Mozart's "Konzert C-dur fur Flote Harfe und Orchester" and nothing more.. but the feeling of cold air on my shoulders and watching the sunlight shining trough my window showing a bit of dust on the books i just had cleaned yesterday. It is said that Mozart didn't like flute but listening to this i cant believe that. I was gliding in the almost too-sweet-music. Volume so low i hardly could hear it. But it doesn't need volume. I claim that the louder the music is (or "should" be played) the less its value.

When the piece ended There was the Noise of the day again Cars HonK (and why is it allowed for them to have extra big "exhaust pipes"(hope thats the good word). They are only put there to make noise and to impress.. read annoy others! and its legal! I call them "the Dick Thinkers") planes.. dogs.. running up stairs and down.. slamming doors.. and screaming people.
Today my nerves are bit stronger then yesterday so so far i can stand it. Nearly no headache. Still i remembered a short story of Kafka.



Kafka "Great Noise"

"I sit in my room in the headquarters of the noise of the whole apartment. I hear all the doors slamming; their noise spares me only the steps of the people running between them; I can still hear the oven door banging shut in the kitchen. My father bursts through the door to my room and passes through, his robe trailing; the ashes are being scraped out of the stove in the next room; Valli asks, shouting one word after the other through the foyer, whether Father's hat has been cleaned yet; a hushing sound that aims to be friendly to me raises the screech of a voice in reply. The apartment door is unlatched and makes a grating noise like a scratchy throat, then opens wider with the singing of a woman's voice, and finally closes with a dull manly bang, which is the most inconsiderate sound of all. Father is gone; now the subtler, more diffuse, more hopeless noise begins, led by the voices of the two canaries. I had been thinking about it earlier, and with the canaries it now occurred to me again that I might open the door a tiny crack, slither into the next room like a snake and in that way, on the floor, ask my sisters and their governess for peace and quiet".



How can they understand!? They lost their ability to listen they lost "the eye" for tiny things.

ps. And what a blessing it is you can find so much on the internet. This piece with a niece article comes from 'The New York Times' site and can be found here.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Schopenhauer about Noise

Painted by Bronzino

Today my nervzzz where cRasHed again by people who think they listen to music -well lets just say they listen to just sound- and want to share their taste "so gerne" with others too! The most excellent curse of the brain the most well proofed sign of lack of intelligence by people is their fondness of "House Music". Ironicly the dutch have, according to the people with those fine tastes in these matters, the best *sound makers* in the world (til the day i die! i refuse to call it music). May they one day be forgiven..

Some dont know how much energy it cost to recover to get calm again after such Attack. I covered myself in blankets luckely they went away and i could slowly breath again with calm Music of Vivaldi. The friendly talk of Montaigne to ease my rage and this article of Schopenhauer. How i fully agree with him.

The article comes from this site *http://www.mgilleland.com/asonnoise.htm



On Noise
by Arthur Schopenhauer

"Kant wrote a treatise on The Vital Powers. I should prefer to write a dirge for them. The superabundant display of vitality, which takes the form of knocking, hammering, and tumbling things about, has proved a daily torment to me all my life long. There are people, it is true -- nay, a great many people -- who smile at such things, because they are not sensitive to noise; but they are just the very people who are not sensitive to argument, or thought, or poetry, or art, in a word, to any kind of intellectual influence. The reason of it is that the tissue of their brains is of a very rough and coarse quality. On the other hand, noise is a torture to intellectual people. In the biographies of almost all great writers, or wherever else their personal utterances are recorded, I find complaints about it; in the case of Kant, for instance, Goethe, Lichtenberg, Jean Paul; and if it should happen that any writer has omitted to express himself on the matter, it is only for want of opportunity.

This aversion to noise I should explain as follows: If you cut up a large diamond into little bits, it will entirely lose the value it had as a whole; and an army divided up into small bodies of soldiers, loses all its strength. So a great intellect sinks to the level of an ordinary one, as soon as it is interrupted and disturbed, its attention distracted and drawn off from the matter in hand; for its superiority depends upon its power of concentration -- of bringing all its strength to bear upon one theme, in the same way as a concave mirror collects into one point all the rays of light that strike upon it. Noisy interruption is a hindrance to this concentration. That is why distinguished minds have always shown such an extreme dislike to disturbance in any form, as something that breaks in upon and distracts their thoughts. Above all have they been averse to that violent interruption that comes from noise. Ordinary people are not much put out by anything of the sort. The most sensible and intelligent of all nations in Europe lays down the rule, Never Interrupt! as the eleventh commandment. Noise is the most impertinent of all forms of interruption. Of course, where there is nothing to interrupt, noise will not be so particularly painful. Occasionally it happens that some slight but constant noise continues to bother and distract me for a time before I become distinctly conscious of it. All I feel is a steady increase in the labor of thinking -- just as though I were trying to walk with a weight on my foot. At last I find out what it is.

Let me now, however, pass from genus to species. The most inexcusable and disgraceful of all noises is the cracking of whips -- a truly infernal thing when it is done in the narrow resounding streets of a town. I denounce it as making a peaceful life impossible; it puts an end to all quiet thought. That the cracking of whips should be allowed at all seems to me to show in the clearest way how senseless and thoughtless is the nature of mankind. No one with anything like an idea in his head can avoid a feeling of actual pain at this sudden, sharp crack, which paralyzes the brain, rends the thread of reflection, and murders thought. Every time this noise is made, it must disturb a hundred people who are applying their minds to business of some sort, no matter how trivial it may be; while on the thinker its effect is woeful and disastrous, cutting his thoughts asunder, much as the executioner's axe severs the head from the body. No sound, be it ever so shrill, cuts so sharply into the brain as this cursed cracking of whips; you feel the sting of the lash right inside your head; and it affects the brain in the same way as touch affects a sensitive plant, and for the same length of time.

With all due respect for the most holy doctrine of utility, I really cannot see why a fellow who is taking a wagon-load of gravel or dung should thereby obtain the right to kill in the bud the thoughts which may be springing up in ten thousand heads -- the number he will disturb one after another in half an hour's drive through the town. Hammering, the barking of dogs, and the crying of children are horrible to hear; but your only genuine assassin of thought is the crack of a whip; it exists for the purpose of destroying every pleasant moment of quiet thought that any one may now and then enjoy. If the driver had no other way of urging on his horse than by making this most abominable of all noises, it would be excusable; but quite the contrary is the case. This cursed cracking of whips is not only unnecessary, but even useless. Its aim is to produce an effect upon the intelligence of the horse; but through the constant abuse of it, the animal becomes habituated to the sound, which falls upon blunted feelings and produces no effect at all. The horse does not go any faster for it. You have a remarkable example of this in the ceaseless cracking of his whip on the part of a cab-driver, while he is proceeding at a slow pace on the lookout for a fare. If he were to give his horse the slightest touch with the whip, it would have much more effect. Supposing, however, that it were absolutely necessary to crack the whip in order to keep the horse constantly in mind of its presence, it would be enough to make the hundredth part of the noise. For it is a well-known fact that, in regard to sight and hearing, animals are sensitive to even the faintest indications; they are alive to things that we can scarcely perceive. The most surprising instances of this are furnished by trained dogs and canary birds.

It is obvious, therefore, that here we have to do with an act of pure wantonness; nay, with an impudent defiance offered to those members of the community who work with their heads by those who work with their hands. That such infamy should be tolerated in a town is a piece of barbarity and iniquity, all the more as it could easily be remedied by a police-notice to the effect that every lash should have a knot at the end of it. There can be no harm in drawing the attention of the mob to the fact that the classes above them work with their heads, for any kind of headwork is mortal anguish to the man in the street. A fellow who rides through the narrow alleys of a populous town with unemployed post-horses or cart-horses, and keeps on cracking a whip several yards long with all his might, deserves there and then to stand down and receive five really good blows with a stick.

All the philanthropists in the world, and all the legislators, meeting to advocate and decree the total abolition of corporal punishment, will never persuade me to the contrary! There is something even more disgraceful than what I have just mentioned. Often enough you may see a carter walking along the street, quite alone, without any horses, and still cracking away incessantly; so accustomed has the wretch become to it in consequence of the unwarrantable toleration of this practice. A man's body and the needs of his body are now everywhere treated with a tender indulgence. Is the thinking mind then, to be the only thing that is never to obtain the slightest measure of consideration or protection, to say nothing of respect? Carters, porters, messengers -- these are the beasts of burden among mankind; by all means let them be treated justly, fairly, indulgently, and with forethought; but they must not be permitted to stand in the way of the higher endeavors of humanity by wantonly making a noise. How many great and splendid thoughts, I should like to know, have been lost to the world by the crack of a whip? If I had the upper hand, I should soon produce in the heads of these people an indissoluble association of ideas between cracking a whip and getting a whipping.

Let us hope that the more intelligent and refined among the nations will make a beginning in this matter, and then that the Germans may take example by it and follow suit. Meanwhile, I may quote what Thomas Hood says of them: For a musical nation, they are the most noisy I ever met with. That they are so is due to the fact, not that they are more fond of making a noise than other people -- they would deny it if you asked them -- but that their senses are obtuse; consequently, when they hear a noise, it does not affect them much. It does not disturb them in reading or thinking, simply because they do not think; they only smoke, which is their substitute for thought. The general toleration of unnecessary noise -- the slamming of doors, for instance, a very unmannerly and ill-bred thing -- is direct evidence that the prevailing habit of mind is dullness and lack of thought. In Germany it seems as though care were taken that no one should ever think for mere noise -- to mention one form of it, the way in which drumming goes on for no purpose at all.

Finally, as regards the literature of the subject treated of in this chapter, I have only one work to recommend, but it is a good one. I refer to a poetical epistle in terzo rima by the famous painter Bronzino, entitled De' Romori: a Messer Luca Martini. It gives a detailed description of the torture to which people are put by the vaious noises of a small Italian town. Written in a tragi-comic style, it is very amusing. The epistle may be found in Opere burlesche del Berni, Aretino ed altri, Vol. II., p. 258; apparently published in Utrect in 1771.

The article of Montaigne can be found here: http://www.uoregon.edu/~rbear/montaigne/2xxxi.htm

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Quote from Goethe's Faust

"Das Pergament, ist das der heil'ge Bronnen,
woraus ein Trunk den Durst auf ewig stillt?
Erquickung hast du nicht gewonnen,
wenn sie dir nicht aus eigner Seele quillt."

now let me see if i can find a english translation of this.

update: found it
Is parchment, then, the holy fount before thee,
A draught wherefrom thy thirst forever slakes?
No true refreshment can restore thee,
Save what from thine own soul spontaneous breaks.

Bayard Taylor




Vindt ge op het perkament de heilige bronnen,
waaruit een dronk uw dorst tevreden stelt?
Geen lafenis hebt gij gewonnen,
Zo zij niet uit de eigen ziel opwelt.

C.S Adema van Scheltema

Friday, August 17, 2007

Joss Mckinley *Underneath an Abject Window


Found this site with great pictures of Joss McKinley. Check them here.

Here is his homepage

Monday, August 13, 2007

Zen

"A student asked Soen Nakagawa during a meditation retreat, "I am very discouraged. What should I do?" Soen replied, "Encourage others." -- Story from Essential Zen